November
Fragile leaves hit the ground.
The cold air drifts into my lungs.
I see your face through the fog.
Reminds me of the dreams you lost.
I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down;
Your hands are tied.
I can feel it in my side.
Over and over and over I've tried.
You're broken down;
I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down;
Your hands are tied.
And I know you cannot hide.
Over and over and over I've tried.
It broke my heart.
[It felt so good to see you].
I've never been one to [put my trust in.]
When did I become so weak, [or have I always been?]
I can't put all this back in place.[back in place]
I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down;
Your hands are tied.
I can feel it in my side.
Over and over and over I've tried.
You're broken down;
I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down;
Your hands are tied.
And I know you cannot hide.
Over and over and over I've tried.
This gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit.
[I fear that all my cries fell upon deaf ears].
[I caress flesh with severed nerves.]
[I go veiled in darkness and disease.]
[This november swallows me whole.]
[And this may be the closest thing that you'll ever receive to an apology]
[I close my eyes and I can see you dead.]
